Guess it wasn't meant to be

It really hurts when you found out that this person isn't meant to be with you.

Yeah. That really sucks man. I want to hate you, but I can't. You know how they always say there's always someone out there for you. What if you know this someone is your special someone you wanna share your life with? What if this someone don't think so? I don't know if you guys get what I mean. I'm just feeling crappy now.

Like, always there's this feeling where you wanna spend the rest of your life with. Like, this person is THE ONE. But then, this person keep on hurting you like crazy. And you try to shake it off like it didn't matter. But deep down, it's freaking killing you. I know, it's freaking killing me now. How can I move on? I'm like genetically programmed to be with you.

Don't you feel what I feel?

Class Party

So yeah. It's our class party today! Wasn't really expecting to have fun in my class (boohoo). But then it turned out pretty well. Loads of ppl bring food even when they're not told to. Like Luqman suddenly bring spaggheti. BAM! Srumplicious!

So, actually we ordered nasi ayam. And we asked Cikgu Lim Sok Hoon to come teman us go outside to get the chicken rice from Hasyim Cafe, which is next to Amin Cafe, which is opposite Dayang Cafe, which is next to Mayang Cafe.

BAmming!

So the lady there decided to give us a small discount. By small i mean small percentage. So we went to buy more snacks. So that's the advantage of bringing a maths teacher out buying stuff. She was doing all the math. Yeah, we had 60 sens extra. But our teacher just grabbed six sweets. She said she doesn't want even a cent of our class fund to go to the school. hahahaha. so mean?

Then went to 4A (as usual, haha) to hang out and SS!!! Great party this year. gonna miss form 4. Next year Form 5 pula. Matilah. SPM

1, 2, 3, I don't mean you and me

Hey guys, Weekends are so exhausting for me. Might not be a long post. I'm still alive, but barely. So neways, I got this necklace thingy from a family friend. It's some Quantum Science thingy. Not sure what it does, but . . .?

Anyone, care to explain??? I think it has some positive energy thingy. Like wtf?

One More Week...

Yeah guys. One more week til the end of school. All the stress is ending, for now. Still got form 5 again SPM, but let's not worry about that, shall we? :)

So, moving on. Nigel Chee came back sudahh. Saw him outside school. Back unannounced? Or maybe he didn't tell me *death stares* so moving on. In SGCC now. Suppossed to be playing tennis but, oh well. I'm suppossed to be exercising and losing weight. But, oh well. It's not like I will gain any weight by not exercising, right? I better be right. Even if I'm not right, tell me I'm right. I wanna keep my mood up.

Oh myy gawd! I heard Anthony broke down while meeting with the head of departments? I think he's too stressed out. And that we're disappointing him. :( But we tried. He can't say we didn't try. He have super high expectations for us, but we're just humans. We are teens. We have our social life to keep up to. So, I guess we're sorry?

Moving on, school ended at 11.00 am. Didn't know. So stayed til 11.30am, talking to Maya and Hannah and Amanda Kheng (aahhhh) mostly. Sighs. I need to go out. I need a vacation. :)

Two is better than one?

Hey guys! Blogging now! So, today at school. Nothing really special happened. Teacher Jacob is really scary.

I'm scared. I freaked out when he came into 4A and started scolding and giving back papers. Yerr. So neways, tomorrow is the Recognition Day a.k.a. Super Boring Day. Still, have to come to school. Our dearest Datin will demerit us. How can she tell us what to do? We don't tell her how to rule the school.

Sukan Tara/Tarah/taraf?

So today in school, we had this sukan thingy. It wasn't that bad, though Datin Lorna is pretty pissed off about the people who didn't come to school. BAM! Kena Demerit, I think.

So neways, I suck in all the sports oh! Even shot-put. Sniff. I can't do lompat jauh, let alone lari 100m or 200m. Why must the pengetua be so bitchy to people who can't sprint? Ughh.

So, yeah. I didn't manage to get any marks for my house.

Hang out with Maya, Jason, Mich, Hannah. Talked about spongebob!!!! Me, Jason and Michelle were talking and laughing about spongebob and were like such huge fans of spongebob and poor Maya's caught in between.

So sad kan? Slut! So, we're thinking of a kindergarten reunion since we're gathering all our friends from kindergarten on facebook. Facebook is a beautiful invention. You'll be like, OMG, look! It's Kara! She's still alive!!! hahahaha.

Kindergarten Days :)